ANGRY

19th March 2010

Everyone told me that im so lucky married to the only child in the family. PI LO !!! I can say its ultimate wrong wrong wrong lo!!!! I feel even more pressure which nobody will understand.
Yesterday dear and i went for dinner and he mentioned he wanted to get a new mahjong table as the old one was so rotten liao. So we just went to the furniture near our place and bought one back. It was rather heavy as it was cash and carry. I offered to help him carry one side but he dun want. So we just kept walking all the way back home even though it was a 15mins journey. When reached home, pil were surprised and shocked that he eventually carried the table by himself. And fil was so heartpain that he worried dear's hand was aching or wht la, keep massaged for him and queried me y i nv offered to help him carry. FXXX lo..... i told him i wanted to help him but he rejected!! Than he sacarstic said that this morning his hand sure ache and hopefully 'SOMEONE' will help him to massage during the night lo!!! I was rather pissed off and angry lo!! But can i voice out or wht?? NO RIGHT!!!!!! Everything i got to tolerate like shit and to them dear is still a mummy or daddy boy la!!! Treat him like a king and everything will be his piroity!!! There were so many incidents that i dun relay wan to say it out lo!! Hw i wish i could live by ourselves if he has slibings but i know that its impossible lo!! Mil also cooks his favourite food than everyone has to eat even though its not my favourite food.. !!! When dear got stomache upset she will cook one big pot of porridage cos he was not feeling well n we all got to eat that too. When im sick leh, she still cook those fried food or those that i couldnt eat and was force to eat. SHIT LO!!! Sometimes i really wish i just go back to my mum's place and stay there for a week or so than come bk so i need not see things which i hate!!! What should i do or what can i do ??? Even we got our new house we still will be staying with pil !! Y?? Cos he is the only son ma!!!!