ANGRY SUNDAY

4th October 2009

Today not working as im going to attend Dear's godma DA SHOU. It was a birthday lunch and we all were invited to the Yan Palace resturant at chinatown. The food was so so only and mostly were the immediate family attended. First thing when his godma saw me, she said i put on weight :{ same old stupid n silly comment which i have heard for these few months. I just give a sacarstic and unpleasant smile back. And she keep asking when we going to give birth and blar blar blar........
Parents-in-law just smile back and did not comment too much on the pregnancy issue!!! So sian and tired of hearing and asking about when im going to gv birth.
Next incident makes me more pissed off and angry!! Before we left after the lunch, i went to the toilet. When i came out and about to wash my hand, a stupid auntie whom is godma's daughter-in-law, stand beside me.
And what shocked me was when she asked : Hey, do u think or realised u grow FAT!!!!
U married since last year, so why till now nv gv birth and y dun wan to have kids ar?(in a sucks and attitude voice)
I was stunned cos this was the first time i met her and she bomb me with such nusience questions! I replied her " HUH , (with the blackest face and super sucks voice) just take it naturaly la why must be in a rush to gv birth!! I was so embaressed becos there were so many people in the toilet and all started to gv me a weird look.
I was thinking what the fxxx, wheather i gv birth anot what the hell got to do with u! We are not related in anyway and i dun owe u an explaination!! I was super pissed off and keep showing my attitude n anger on the tap!! Keep pressing very loud and hard on the tap to show im not happy!
Than i just walked out of the toilet holding on to my tears cos im super angry!!! When i saw dear, i just bear with it first because parents-in-law were there. After they told us they going somewhere else, we parted and i started to complain and curseing that stupid old hag!! I told him if i knw of black magic or what, i will just make her disappear from this world. And dear said im black-hearted and unkind! Shit lo she is the one that is black hearted and sucks till hell!! I dun understand why these people are so damn kpo and feel like telling them MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS and pls look at yourself in the mirror first before commenting on others!!!
Had enough of all these pregnancy and putting on weight questions!!!!
GIVE ME A BREAK MAN!!!!!!!
As we walked to clarke quay, im so emtional hurt and tears just flow down. Dear was stunned and speechless and offered me tissue. He told me she is sucks and no one likes her including her own family members. I dun give a damn to whather anyone likes her anot i just HATE her to the cord!!!